Since I can safely say that no one reads this because well.. no one knows it exist I can complain about my day and just feel like complete shit without feeling weak or defeated. Sometimes it feels good to just cry ti out right.... Im in my second swmester of nursing school I'm taking consepts 1 so metabolism homeostasis perfusion and oxygenation. I got an 80 on my meabolism test I just took homeostasis and I got a damn 65. i mean can it get worse I feel like complete crap I dont know what my furture is in the class. My test average needs to be a 75 or higher, I just keep thinking am I cut out to do this? am I smart enough to do this? my answer is unclear. Im scared that 1I'm not good enough, what will people say what will my husband do. I thinj of the moneythat will be wasted the time the countless hours of class and clinicals and studyinf. Time that 1 I will never get back. That sad part is I feel lime a failer and I havn't even failed yet. It's just so much content to remeber in such a short amount of time.
Im alone my husband is in Afganistan and I have 2 kids to take care of and my house my dog my rabbit myself plus school studying ,I'm oberwhelmed I'm not getting any sleep because I'm stressed the fuck out hard core.10 hour clinicals 4 hour classes.... is it possible that I'm just not smart enkugh to to handle this. The worst part is I feel like crap and i just want to hug my husband it's valentines day Nd im home alone wallowing. keep me in your thgoghts im going to need it.
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